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A week after his death ~ dedicated to my late friend, Hanif Imran
Hari ini, 3 October, Genap seminggu pemergian kawanku, Hanif Imran Zainudin (14/06/1990-26/09/2009)
A lovely guy with a kind-heart guy who cheers friend and family. Anyone will feel comfortable with him.
How I missed him as we did not see each other for a long time, but it never come to my mind that death could come between us.
Actually, he is a person who i admired his cheer and hardworking and his concern towards his friends makes him special...
Susah gak la nk cari gadoh dgn dia coz he is a harmonizer n joke cracker, always stand for his right and I still could recall our moments together...
WHen I got a message from my friend, Fahmi,informing his death, I was sleeping on that time. Seemed everything was fine, so I thought he was joking. Checking my Facebook, a news from Peja, I numbed a while, tried to accept his death. I got a call from Firdaus, the warm water was at my eyes, waiting to fall down at any time. I called his phone, a stranger answered the call. He told me his body was at the hospital. He met with an accident at Gua Musang. He and his aunt both passed away on the spot. His aunt was thrown outside while he, the one who drove the car was stuck inside the car. I cried and cried as he left all of us. I wish I was the one who leave this world first.
Condolences from his friends were never stop on that day at his Facebook and Friendster. he post a shout out "Who am i to u?" a day before his death, that was a sign of his death.
I thought of meeting him again in 10 years later, watching him with his wife, his children. Well, seems It won't happen then.
Only God know what we will be in the future. Wallahua'lam.
Hopefully his soul will be placed among the blessed one. Al fatihah.
I missed him like Hell.
Some pictures him which I would like to share with all of you...
During activity week 2007
During Grand Dinner, with our advisor, Miss Nini
May Allah bless you.
Amin....
credit to fatin zol
Selamat tinggal Hanif Imran Zainudin
September 26, 2009 by melodiousinvein
Assignment Sosbud menunggu.Teramat banyak.Tapi hari ini,walaupun mencuba berpura-pura sibuk dengan assignment tue,masih tak dapat lepas dari memikirkan arwah.Sebenarnya,mmg terkejut sgt bila noma tunjukkan YM dri Rashid sal kematian Hanif.terkejut sb bru beberapa hari lepas,ada lah jugak YM dgn dia,smpai lewat mlm jgk..Dan spt biasa,smpat jgk bergurau dgn dia..Tiba2 je hari ni dapat tau dia tlh xde..utk selama-lamanya..Satu kehilangan besar buat aku.. Hanif,ak juz nk dedicate post ni tuk ko..of kos,ak tau ko xkn prnh dpt bc apa yg ak tulis ni,tp biar la,org luar tau,betapa ak menghargai ko sbg kawan ak..Ak prnah ckp kt ko dlu kn,ko antra kwn yg terbaik yg pnh ak ad..Ak xtau la ape anggpan ko kt ak..Kawan besa ke,kwan sedikit bek ke,@ kwn thp besfren forever..tp sumpah,ak senang selama berkawan dgn ko,hanif.Seingat ak,ko antara org yg xprnh wt ak kecik ati.Sentiasa menyenangkan… Scr peribadinya,utk mendescribe Hanif,ak boleh ckp,dia seorg yg suka ambil berat sal kawan2 dia..Kalau boleh,suma cite dia nk tau..bukan tuk bergosip,tapi skadar mgmbil berat.Bnyk yg ak share dgn dia,slama beberapa tahun mengenali dia.Cite sal family,sal kapel,sal condition ak..suma dia amik tau..Dia lebih kenal ak,berbanding ak kenal dia.Sepanjang beberapa tahun menjadi kawan dia,boleh kata tiap2 hari dia slalu aje hantr msj nasihat,gurauan,dan ingatan yg kdg2 terabaikan oleh ak sendiri.Itu mgkin tnda dia sntiasa mgingati sahabat2nya..dan selalu la jgk,bila-bila ak perlukan org utk di share masalah,dia lah yg mnjadi ‘mngsa’ dan ’sasaran’ ak krn sifat dia yg sntiasa bersedia mndengar masalah org lain.Kdng2 tue,solution yg dia beri membuatkn ak perasan,sbenarnya mslah ak xde la complicated sgt.Hanif slalu mmbuat hidup ak jd simple n nice.. Ak jgk msih ingt,time2 duk plkn dlu,walaupun sama2 sibuk ng plkn,dan juz hjung mnngu je bleh dpt fon,tp dia mmg x lupa nk msj ak, tnya khbr,tnya cmne kt kem ak..Bila ckp je x sihat skit,dia plk yg trlebih concern,melebihi org len…N even after plkn pn,dia still dgn sikap concern dia tu…Bnyk sgt kenangannya,kalau nk diceritakan sl sikap concern manusia yg bernama Hanif Imran ni… Slalu jgk bergurau dgn dia,cuba2 korek rahsia,dia dh ad awek ke blom?..n as usual la,jwapan dia,’xdop eh..’Dia pnh ckp,lau dia ad awek pn,ak org first yg akn tau sl tue..Hahaha..yela tu Hanif…Sampai ke sudah,ak xtw,ko btol2 single ke, atau ad skandal kt luar sna…Ak akn rndu suma ni,hanif… Dia antara kwn yg terbaik pernah aku miliki.cuma ak terasa kesal krn mgkin ak bukanlah kawan yg terbaik prnh dia ada..Kali terakhir ak berjumpa dgn Hanif sewaktu ke MRSM PC beberapa minggu sebelum ke Jakarta.Cuma ak dgn dia.(Sebab peja xdtg…peja tido kot) Sekejap aje ak spent masa ngn dia msa tu..juz lepak kt mrsm tu kjp,then ke bndar KB,mkn2 di A&W,and..that’s all..Sampai situ aje.Itulah kali terakhir ak melihat dia..Dia ada ckp msa tu,kononnya nti mesti ad reunion pas 10 taun..Konon2 nya msa tu suma org dh berjaya,dh ad family sndiri…Dia ad ckp jgk,msa tu mana tau peja dh kurus,hensem bergaya msa tu..Haha..ak cuma gelak2 aje bila dgr dia ckp cmtu..Tp nmpaknya,xsmpat la Hanif,kita nk berunion lg 10 taun..ko dh prgi tinggalkn ktorg…. Hanif,ko mmg x pnh gagal nk wt ak gelak.Sb tu ak ckp,ko mmg mmbuat hidup ak simple n nice.Wlaupun lps abes SPM,masing2 dh blaja jauh2,tp ko xpnh pn lupa kt ak..At least,ad gk msj,or YM or call dri ko..I’m gonna miss u a lot,Hanif…Walaupun ak msih terkejut dgn kematian ko,n truk jgk ak menangis td bila dh ckp ng peja,n peja pn dh konfirmkan sl kepergian ko,ak sedarlah,xguna ak nangis sb tu kn..kesian kt ko,kalau ak ngis bnyk2..Ak harap dgn sdikit doa + al fatihah + Yasiin ni mampu ringankn perjalanan ko ke sana.Mmg la sedih sgt bila mengenangkan kawan yg sgt menyenangkan,yg slalu ad di saat2 diperlukan,kawan yg selalu buat ak ketawa,dan meringankn kerunsingan ak,telah pergi buat selama-lamanya..Sgt sedih…Takkan ad gantinya ko,Hanif dlm hidup ak..Ak sure,bkn ak sj yg akn rindu ko..Pasti suma kwn2 and org yg mengenali ko,psti ak mengingati ko sepnjang umur kami..Dan yg lagi pasti,ak akn rindu gurau gelak tawa ak dgn ko,sgala nasihat ko slama ni,pndangan2 yg prnh ko bgi,keikhlasan ko dlm berkawan ng ak..Pasti ak akn rindu..Pas ni lau ak bosan,bila ak ad masalah,sape la lg ak nk cari,Hanif…Ko dh xde…Ape2 pn,thanks Hanif,thanks for the memories.. Terima kasih Allah,bg ak peluang ad kawan mcam Hanif.Belum tentu akn ada lagi kwn spt itu dlm hidup ak.Allah,tolong ringankn urusan dia di sana.Tolong tempatkan dia bersama org2 yg Kau sayangi.Ak sgt sayang pada teman ak yg seorang ini.Tolong rahmati dia,Tuhan.. Hanif Imran Zainudin,semoga ko aman di sana.Kami pasti akn merindui ko..Kawan terbaik dlm hidup ak..Ak akn cuba,Hanif utk tidak menangis lg ats kehilangan ko..Ko akn sntiasa hidup dlm ingatan ak..walaupun berat menerima hakikat ini,namun Allah lebih sayangkan ko..No wonder,sb bg ak,ko org yg bek..Jauh lbih baik dr aku…
Selamat tinggal Hanif Imran..Rest in peace…
Hanif Imran Zainudin,14 Jun 1990-26 Sept 2009 Mrsm pc 06/07
